I'm not going to wish you a "happy" new year. It's impossible to have one entire year of just happy, and there seems no point when it won't make it true. Your problems are all still there.
No, bitter truth is that there will be incredibly tough moments coming for some of us this year, mathematically there just is.
There will loss and depression and things that hurt. Some of us will hit our rock bottoms, and there will be some of us who throw other people to their rock bottoms, thoughtlessly, without understanding what we really are doing.
Parts of this year will get so bad it will be difficult to know how we will keep on going. So what I wish for you is the strength, the calmness of mind to get through these terrible parts, so this time next year, in 2015, we will have become wise with our age, tougher, ideally kinder, but ultimately I just hope you're standing on higher ground than you were this year, however you choose to interpret that.
And I also hope you do have blissful times too, that you realise that you are enough to make yourself happy by yourself, but that you, maybe, if you like, find someone who makes you more than happy.
I hope you find the train tracks, the destination destiny, that gives you a little more capitol in your pocket and in yourself. And if not, then I wish you to have fun, to be young and free, to make mistakes even if you are old enough to know better, to muddle out your own way, and to leave behind people who would lead you to poisoned waters.
I hope you get out alive, maybe with something that will help you through 2015.
See you on the other side.
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